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It's been a long time when I put some notes,It is funny, but I have less to say from lot(s).
It does not matter how many actions I do have
When all of them lead to a single state - a rave.
I felt so naked, helpless, when whole myself was just a string.
In general word would be nothing, just some noisy bee with sting..
But in this state it equals end of my existence.. terrifed?
No fear, just pain from wound, in your embrace.. satisfied.
My love, you lead me through this darkness I can't see, just feels,
With you I climb on those unseen obstacles like hills..
I am beyond being mad, I am the mandness in its completion.
Every my thought is alien to this world, just intuition
has left that brains somehow try to comprehend..
but they will not, I know, there is nothing to understand.
...
As long as matters, I am still alive and doing well,
I play my game and sometimes I do have some truth to tell -
How stupid people are and give them some exits that exist..
But I am just a guess on a way back to my love, so I do not persist.