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A fight, defense or killI cannot understand this will.
Why should it be in the first place?
Why should I imagine its fucking face?
You say about defense and shoudn't worry
But act is done.. and I'm not sorry
To say that in my view it mustn't be be at all
If you see depth of action without fall.
Why not to kill when thought happens to appear?
Why not to kill before thought happens to be near?
Why not just to avoid the situation you see clear?
This nonsense hurts me even more than fear.
These nonsense fights that come into my head,
Almost every time when I go to rest in bed..
I see this planet disappear in a blink of eye
As most life forms here undoubtly deserve to die.
My love, your love depicts this hate in me
As I think nothing around, just you and me.
But lieing to myself.. I know, Every shit is trying get inside
I've got the skin, now every momement I do this fight
Uh, brains are going to explode from this maze...
I cannot understand why they don't die at this phase..
Why it's not allowed to be killed for thought?
We all know thought will be converted into taught,
Taught will be directed into action,
Action will appear as reailty projection.
Why to allow this to happen? What a sense?
No, this is not fun at all. It is disgrace
Why not avoid this shit without "and"?
Letting them die from own ugly hand?
I almost cry (my hint when something's out of my power)
There's no sense. This world is doomed. It must be over.